Trial and Travail
Trial. It is always a
wonderfully bad experience. Sweet
bitterness. Beautiful torture. Horrific….well, you get the idea. Trial is one of those things like High School
or Basic Training. When you’re in it,
you can’t wait for it to be over. When
it’s over, you love telling the stories and wouldn't mind being back there
again. I mean it wasn't really THAT bad
was it?
A trial is the apex of our judicial process. It is a modern take on the gladiatorial
arena. We indulge the almost mystical
belief that when information is thrown in to the crucible of two adversarial
attorneys testing every fact with the fire of passionate advocacy, the truth
alone will sit glowing and refined in the ashes of all falsehood. While there may be no final death blow, lives
definitely hang in the balance. It is
not just the defendant, but the victim, the families of both and the friends
who love them who will be forever impacted by what happens.
Trial can also be funny. In jury
selection I've had jurors discuss everything from breaking and entering in the Philippines to having their hot air balloon stolen (in what must have been the
sloooowest getaway ever). In our last
trial, counsel ceased being adversaries and became professional colleagues for
long enough to swear in the former law clerk now lawyer who’s Bar exam results
had just been released… and then resumed waiting for a verdict. Misplaced exhibits, lawyers getting the flop
sweats, technology never working like it did two minutes ago before the jury
walked in; all of it adds to the drama that is a trial.
My co-counsel and I had one go our way last week. It was a tough case, but in the end, the jury
did the right thing and convicted. A
trial victory is always a great feeling. It is perhaps even more so when you think the
lawyering might have actually made a difference (likely a rarer occurrence than
we lawyers like to think). Even then it
is hard to wax triumphant. Justice has
been served, the victim is safer, and the defendant is headed for a much
deserved prison term, but the family is still a wreck, the crime still
happened, and all are left to deal with the aftermath as best they can.
Thus are the vagaries of trial. On
to the next one, we go. The crucible
awaits.